Ganesha: remover of obstacles

( I'll cut what I hope will be the final rant about Madstone in case you're already sick of hearing about it )

Ryan is still not home, so I haven't been able to go get shoes. H is printing up a zillion copies of my updated resume so I can start passing them out Friday...not like there will be any jobs in the mall. The kids have already snapped them up. Plus H doesnt' want me to see Harry Potter until i see it with him...Monday. Normally i would not mind, but this weekend everyone is going and I have nothing to do.

Well, that's no quite true. I'm having people over Saturday night for what was supposed to be Kassy's welcome home but I guess will also the the first of several RIP 'Stone parties. Anyone reading this is welcome. Email for address and directions if you need them. And bring a drink or snack to share, I can't be affording fancy parties for awhile.

It's so important to keep busy:

Today I cleaned out bedroom to the tune of taking out a full bag of what turned out to be trash, and two boxes of stuff. I found 3 books I thought I lost and the disc for a project I didn't even remember agreeing to do. Sorry about your resume, Steve.

I also came up with a cool idea for a story that could potentially become a short film. I think i know of a few filmmakers with a little time on thier hands these days. if I can use my free time to scare the bejesus out of someone special, I'd like that very much. My roomate uterdic came home from that non-gay trip he takes with his special male freind every year. He borught me back a coloring book, a Spongebob Pez, and some multicultural crayons. I asked for the crayons so I can stop using the old school rascist ones that assume everyone has the same color "flesh".

Later tonight I'm going to clean out my desk and organize it. I have to try really hard to leave the TV off in the evenings. I'm so damn susceptable to just sitting aroudn watching reruns and before I know it I've been out of work for a month and haven't written a damn thing.

I applied for jobs as a veterinary receptionist, a secretary and a customer service rep for the movers i use when i move. I also posted my new and improved resume at all the big sites and applied for a few things online. if all else fails, it seems the Chuck E Cheese is hiring for anyone who thinks they can stand typical american families for 8 hours at a time. I don't think I can, but I may have to if it comes to that.

The important things are convered: I'm not wallow in sorrow or weed. I'm not wasting away in front of the TV. i'm no succumbing to depression. Oh, and civil is sending me more lemon curd, which is AWESOME (not to be confused with adolesent robot AWESOME-O).

( Here's an article about us that was in A2news. Our NY people insult us, and HHB is mentioned by both first and last name )

And despite my rantings to the contrary, I'm going to miss my Hot Hot Boss.