More of my petty-ass complaining:

Got up early like a good Wednes to go to the docs. Could have sworn I put my "dugout" in my pocket for use later on in case h and I went to the movies. Took cab to the mall to get my cheque. Reached in my pocket for the dugout...not there!

"Pretty stupid of me to leave it at home" I think to myself, sure I can just come home on my way to the movies. Arrive home. It's gone, totally fucking gone.

My favorite smoking aparatus, the first one I'd ever purchased, had for over 11 years and they dont' make 'em anymore...GONE!! Called cab company despite obvious risks involved, they don't have it. They'll call me if someone finds it, but I am not anticipating that anyone will turn it in even if they do find it.

So I lost half of my smoke for the week, and my fave accessory.
Been swearing and hoplessly searching for it...my lighter is here for some reason.
I just dont' know how the hell I can be so stupid...

God Damn it to Hell.