More of my petty-ass complaining:

[wednes]

Got up early like a good Wednes to go to the docs. Could have sworn I put my "dugout" in my pocket for use later on in case h and I went to the movies. Took cab to the mall to get my cheque. Reached in my pocket for the dugout...not there!

"Pretty stupid of me to leave it at home" I think to myself, sure I can just come home on my way to the movies. Arrive home. It's gone, totally fucking gone.

My favorite smoking aparatus, the first one I'd ever purchased, had for over 11 years and they dont' make 'em anymore...GONE!! Called cab company despite obvious risks involved, they don't have it. They'll call me if someone finds it, but I am not anticipating that anyone will turn it in even if they do find it.

So I lost half of my smoke for the week, and my fave accessory.
Been swearing and hoplessly searching for it...my lighter is here for some reason.
I just dont' know how the hell I can be so stupid...

God Damn it to Hell.

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[robdeicide.livejournal.com]

one time some friends of mine took me over to this guy that i didnt knows house. when we got there the guy was freaking out because he had just come back from a bike ride in a heavily populated, touristy, and heavily policed area. the guy had left with his wallet, and now his wallet was gone. he didnt have very much money in his wallet, but he was the big acid distributor for that area and had a very large amount of acid in his wallet, along with all of his id. i didnt wait around to see if the police were coming to pay him a visit.

[wednes.livejournal.com]

Yikes!

I suppose I should just suck it up, but I want my shit back. Not for the dope so much as the dugout.

I'm so bummed!

[robdeicide.livejournal.com]

cant you like just order one online, i know that dugouts were like the one piece of paraphenalia that you could get in richmond. it just meant a trip to the africa house to buy an authentic african dugout for "tobacco" use only.

[wednes.livejournal.com]

Well, I called my lawyer and she got annoyed and told me to "let it go". So I went to Stariway to heaven and bought a new one. i don't like it as well as my other one, they don't make the "dugout" brand name anymore...but it seems to be of reasonable quality.

Plus I got a pack of Randy's wired rolling papers, my fave.

[robdeicide.livejournal.com]

hahaha, i cant believe you called your lawyer, you pothead you!!

[wednes.livejournal.com]

Yeah well, I had already called the cab company and asked if they'd found it. then i remembered that calling them wasn't the smartest thing to do.

Besides, it's free to call her. Better safe than in jail.

[squamous.livejournal.com]

Ack, that sucks. I hope it turns up somewhere in your apartment, somehow.

[wednes.livejournal.com]

Actually, I got a cabbie today whose cab smelled strongly of insense, and he said he'd ask around for me.

[absinthofheart.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry! I know how crappy it is to lose something important to you. I have done that countless times. Sometimes through my own stupidity or carelessness, and sometimes though acts of God. I really hope it is restored to you somehow.

[wednes.livejournal.com]

It may be, but if not...it's a good lesson not to get too attached to material things. Which I need, because I love my stuff...