So...

I told my work I'm not going in all weekend. Truthfully though, I'm going to try and go in on Sautrday if I'm feeling better. I can't be missing tons of work, as I only working 4 days a week as it is.

I'm just really afraid to go in and fuck something up. I don't want to go off on some idiot ticket-buyer or worse yet, not be able to handle the next stupid thing the promotions chick says to me. She's always saying stupid shit to me. I hate her so much *shakes fist in air*!

Plus I have no idea what people at work think is going on. I've really only told them bits and peices, so there's no telling what kinds of wierd rumors are circulating. At the same time, no one has called me to see how I am. My co-workers used to come over and party after work, then they all just stopped for some reason. It was kind of sad.

TV sucks!

"I know you're upset right now so I'll pretend you didn't say that!" --Homer to Bart (Simpson).

It is the weekend, and I can't go back in to see the doc and get mew meds until Monday, which is when I'll be going.


You are Mary Bell. At the ripe old age of 10 you
strangled a neighbor boy, afterwhich you carved
your initals into his skin. At his funreal you
laughed. Your next victim was a 3 year old. You
pushed him off the roof, resulting in a broken
skull. After he was found you went to his
mothers house and asked to see him, she replied
tha t he was dead. You smiled brightly and said
'Oh, I know he's dead. I wanted to see him in
his coffin."
You horrid little girl you.
-smacks your hand-


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If anyone wants to know what I got P for his birthday, you can Email me. Same deal for Jazz. Not that they are ever around here, but you gotta keep these kinds of things on the down low.

I feel crappy still, even though I stopped taking the orange pills. I feel like when you're coming down off acid...that shaking hiding under the blankets sipping juice and watching happy cartoons phase. I was trying to explain this to someone earlier, excpet i haven't had acid in over a year...so what the hell.

I hate this whole concept of medication.
None of these clowns knows what the hell they are doing.

Last Night:

I forgot, something really funny happened last night.

H put in a tape to watch in an attempt to put me in a good mood. The tape had this annoyed guy punching a mime in the face, and some other stuff.

It was the most I'd laughed all week...okay not all week, but since I saw that SNL with Queen Latifah.

It was really very funny.

Best Boss Ever!!!

I called work today to talk to my boss and make sure its okay to not be there the whole weekend. I mean, legally I am allowed to call off for this kind of thing, but I wanted to make sure people weren't freaking out at my suddenly not being around all weekend.

At the same time, I've not missed a whole weekend at this job yet, and have only gotten weekend shows off to see 5th Contingency premeire and Jimmy Claus premeire. And that was a while ago.

Long story short, my hot hot boss says I can come back Tuesday night and work, or I can just be off until Thursday next. And just to call him if I wont be in by then. he also says he wishes I could come in and do my same wonderful job like always, but that he understands that I need time away.

Isn't he just so cool???

Also, my sister from college is coming to see me tomorrow.
That will be excellent.