Hi Kids!

I left work early today, still not feeling well at all. Thinking terrible thoughts and not wanting to be left alone for fear of what stupid thing I might do next. Wondering just what in hell is in these new orange flavored dissolvable meds anyway.

Couldn't get thru to the voicemail to the doctors office until after 1pm, couldn't leave a message for my doc guy until 3:30, haven't heard back yet. Hoping to go back in tomorrow, but nervous that they might not let me leave. This would not be a good time to be "taken care of for my own good", but honestly I'm running low on options. Having no family and no insurance can be a stellar pain in the ass.

Anyway, I'll figure this thing out one way or another and make it work. Then I can get back to doing important things, like writing and stuff.
I am determined to feel better.