Thoughts I plucked from my head:

[wednes]

Think women have come a long way in society? You won't when you read the sexist, sizist, materialistic to an outrageous extreme rantings over at True Bride Confessions. I've been trying to think of something to post there, but I don't have any of the bullshit worries that these women have. My FH isn't cheating, he treats me right, my IL's are awesome, and I don't care how fat myself or my bridesmaids are--I only have a MOH and she's cute as a bug. They post about cheating and wanting to cheat, secretly hating their husbands and all kinds of stuff. It's insane. Maybe I'll make up something funny to post.

While planning for the wedding, it becomes increasingly obvious how grateful I am that uterdic has agreed to participate. In case you didn't know, he's walking me down the aisle and basically standing in for my family, who will not be in attendance. The more I think of it, he is really the representation of the very idea of having friends instead of family. When I think of being walked down the aisle by a good friend whom I trust implicitly, I'm not sad for the lack of family, I'm glad for the love of good friends. How's THAT for sappy? It's taken me a long time to get to this place where I'm...I won't say I'm not pissed at my family, but I'm considerably less pissed simply because I'm learning how not to let it affect me so much.

After Group, I came home and outlined 40 chapters of my serial killer. If all goes according to plan, this novel will indeed come out to 80K words. That will make it my longest novel yet. I also think it will be my best one to date. There's a new chapter posted (locked) over at wednes_writes, which you should totally join if you haven't yet.

The new line of wedding dresses over at Zaftique has got me wishing I'd bought a white dress. People are going to think it's my second wedding because I'm not wearing anything remotely white. Then again, what care I for the thoughts of others? Yeah...They are awfully nice looking dresses though. If I had a job, I could just buy one.

Comments

[spiralwitch.livejournal.com]

i am now addicted to that true conffesions site.


and i don't think people will think it's your second marriage! blue is a wonderful alternative to the traditional white.

[wednes.livejournal.com]

It is an awful pretty dress. I just have to get it hemmed so it doesn't drag on the ground.

And yeah, that site is really something.

[spiralwitch.livejournal.com]

it cost so much to hem my dress that i ended up having to get 4 inch heels to avoid the situation!

[wednes.livejournal.com]

That's what I'm worried about. It's a two layer gathered hem...so it will cost a fortune.

I may just let it drag and pretend it's a train.

[owl-clan.livejournal.com]

Have you ever considered that you are a very foolish, low quality person? Have you ever once considered that going to bitch and whine at "templeofthecat" only reveals your lack of character, and shows the rest of the world (aside from the losers there) that you never grew out of the "I'll tell my mommy" phase of your early development?

You can believe all the stupid stories about me that you want, but please explain to me how my Yahoo! Son_of_Art group has 600 "Sockpuppets" subscribed. Explain the dozens of LJ communities I belong to and post at regularly, and explain how well my books sell. Despite what your sycophantic partners over at TOC say, and despite what the jealous, impotent, and pedantic fools on your friends list say, I am me; I am not an army of sockpuppets. I'm a writer, a father, a scholar and a folklorist.

I have strong opinions, and for daring to have those opinions, and for DARING to use language that other people don't like, I've been branded a "troll" by ONE clique at LJ. Stop kidding your very over-fed face: I'm not who they say I am. And I'm quite welcome practically every place online except for the THREE communities that are modded by the asspounding censorship artists that you have on your friends list. Hint: You are judged by the company you keep.

I invite you to continue to speak ill of me behind my back, hiding like a coward at "TOC" and wherever else your Overweight Internet Users Anonymous support group meets online; notice that I have spoken to you DIRECTLY to your (hard to miss) face, even if it is a virtual face. If you were near me "IRL", I'd tell you these things personally. Get off your stupid whinerbaby "Anti-RA clique" dramatics. The day you do that, maybe (just maybe) you'll begin the long, long walk to true personhood and reality. In the meantime, stop talking crap about me, and stop calling my friends and the people who appreciate my work my "following"- they are just people like anyone else, not followers.

Oh, and big PS: the next time someone says that I did some terrible thing- why don't you ask for evidence, instead of believing everything you hear like a lemming? Ask for the evidence of what they say I've done before, while you're at it- because I only admit to one thing: Being me, and not taking crap from anybody, even people who count as two people, like you. You got an issue? Go get a tissue.

[wednes.livejournal.com]

Wow, that's quite a response to something that happened months and months ago.

"I" lack character? How much character does it take to crash someone's journal to make fat jokes and insults to a person they know nothing about.

I dislike you, I dislike everything you say. Deal with it. You obviously have similar contempt for me...that being the case, why don't you just go away? If you come to my journal again, you will once again be reported to Lj abuse.