back to work:
I am going back to work in about an hour, and I'm a bit edgy about it. It's not so much that the world is too bright and scary for me, but I've been out for over a week on a mental health thing. People can be very judgmental, especaily about things they know little to nothing about.
Plus I can't tell if the war is going to make us busy or slow. I worked at Blockbuster during 9/11 (not exactly a "war story" is it) and it was pretty busy with people who wanted to watch anything but news. In fact, we had a run on comedies. Makes sense.
Sorry to stress, things will probably be fine.
But if they aren't, I can just take the suicide capsule in my pinky ring.
I'll either pass out or turn into Underdog.
Plus I can't tell if the war is going to make us busy or slow. I worked at Blockbuster during 9/11 (not exactly a "war story" is it) and it was pretty busy with people who wanted to watch anything but news. In fact, we had a run on comedies. Makes sense.
Sorry to stress, things will probably be fine.
But if they aren't, I can just take the suicide capsule in my pinky ring.
I'll either pass out or turn into Underdog.

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I am very moody still, which is why I need to get back on some kind of meds. I see the doc yet again on Monday.