back to work:

[wednes]

I am going back to work in about an hour, and I'm a bit edgy about it. It's not so much that the world is too bright and scary for me, but I've been out for over a week on a mental health thing. People can be very judgmental, especaily about things they know little to nothing about.

Plus I can't tell if the war is going to make us busy or slow. I worked at Blockbuster during 9/11 (not exactly a "war story" is it) and it was pretty busy with people who wanted to watch anything but news. In fact, we had a run on comedies. Makes sense.

Sorry to stress, things will probably be fine.
But if they aren't, I can just take the suicide capsule in my pinky ring.
I'll either pass out or turn into Underdog.

Comments

[skoolgrl1979.livejournal.com]

I hope it's not too stressful at work. I worked on Sep. 11th and there was a TV right above the register. Everyonce in awhile, I'd glnce up to see what was going on. This b**ch came up and was like "Hello, COFFEE?" MY boss shot back, "HELLO the World Trade Center just got smashed by terrorists. Do you CARE?" Some poeple. We gave away a lot of free coffee b/c some people were freaking out. It sucked. This sucks. I can't bring myself to read the paper (and it's only the beginning) but I DO listen to the radio at work. Anyway, I hope you're not too stressed at work.

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[wednes.livejournal.com]

Not really, I just wish some people did not have to be such self-centered assholes.

[skoolgrl1979.livejournal.com]

No joke! I just don't get it. Have a good day. I assume you're at work now? I tried to call your place and I'm pretty sure I left a message at your machine. I hope I didn't wake Hollingsworth up, I called around midnight. You both seem like night people. :)

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[wednes.livejournal.com]

We are. I was actually in the shower when you called, it was very humid and gross at work.

I am very moody still, which is why I need to get back on some kind of meds. I see the doc yet again on Monday.