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[wednes]

I am going back into therapy.

I say "back" even though I have not had regular therapy in my adult life. I treid it a few times, but since I don't have insurance, I have never gotten anyone "good". I have never had a therapist I regarded as smarter than myself; nor have they had better people skills. Maybe that's just me being a bitch, but doesn't it seem like I'd have to respect the therapist and his/her work in order for it to be effective?


How evil are you?

Nice to know that I am "good", excpet that I've been feeling exceptionally evil. And emotional, very emotional. Did you know I cried for 3 hours because my hot hot boss went out on a date? It's insane. I don't know how or why H puts up with me.





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That said, I am getting new meds soon. Which is good, because I'm pretty sure I'm having a nervous breakdown.

And while I have everyone's attention, Alex Trebeck looks better sans mustache.

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[princezna.livejournal.com]

It is hard to see who we truly are ourselves... it's like looking at a building from two feet away... you can't see much of it because you're staring too close!... but from the vantage point of a "good" therapist- they can see who you are being right now & hopefully guide you into who you want to be. (even if they aren't quite as smart as you)

Probably though your hot hot boss is just driving you mad though... (& actually there's nothing wrong with you) it is a terrible fate to love & want someone so bad and not be able to show them... I know what that's like.

Hang in there! We all get this way from time to time. You are strong though- you'll pull through. *hug* ♥

ps- I start going to my new shrink on Monday! I haven't had one in years! I had to get one in Beverly Hills... so it would be like the Prince song... And when you call up that shrink in Beverly Hills- you know the one!