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[wednes]

I am going back into therapy.

I say "back" even though I have not had regular therapy in my adult life. I treid it a few times, but since I don't have insurance, I have never gotten anyone "good". I have never had a therapist I regarded as smarter than myself; nor have they had better people skills. Maybe that's just me being a bitch, but doesn't it seem like I'd have to respect the therapist and his/her work in order for it to be effective?


How evil are you?

Nice to know that I am "good", excpet that I've been feeling exceptionally evil. And emotional, very emotional. Did you know I cried for 3 hours because my hot hot boss went out on a date? It's insane. I don't know how or why H puts up with me.





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That said, I am getting new meds soon. Which is good, because I'm pretty sure I'm having a nervous breakdown.

And while I have everyone's attention, Alex Trebeck looks better sans mustache.

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[darkeryet.livejournal.com]

Maybe that's just me being a bitch, but doesn't it seem like I'd have to respect the therapist and his/her work in order for it to be effective?

I suppose that you'd have to, yeah. :-)

You cried for three hours over your hot hot boss' date? Wow. Intense, that. Kinda makes me feel better in the sense that I'm not the only wildly emotional creature around these parts. ;-)

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[wednes.livejournal.com]

No, you're not.

Welcome to "Fuckin' Nuts"

[skoolgrl1979.livejournal.com]

Therapy can totally be benificial but at the same time, it can really suck. You're right, you've got to find a therapist that you respect and that you find intellegent. It's hard to find a match sometimes and it sucks about the no insurance thing. The ONLY reason my therapy and meds are paid for is b/c I'm on Medicaid. I have to go thru therapy to get my meds and if I don't... well, you seen how I was when I was with Nate and that was my good side. I'd hate to know what he said about me when I wasn't there. Whatever. He can fall out of a tall building head-first. (No, I'm not passive-agressive, not at all). I hope that your therapist works out for you, someone you can talk to and sort things out with. That would be good. I've been on the therapist roulette thing a few times. In one year, I've had three therapists. I think I told you my story when I was at your place. Anyway, I do hope this works out for you!

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[wednes.livejournal.com]

thanks, lady!

What news on the exams?

[uterdic.livejournal.com]

Can we get this lady some userpics?

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[wednes.livejournal.com]

Yes Geez, I don't know what she wants yet. He hasn't told me.

Cripes, am I the only one aroudn here with a computer???

Hmmm.....

[mrcrankypants.livejournal.com]

You think Alex Trebek looks better without a mustache? You do need help. I'll give you a call later tonight.

Anthony

Re: Hmmm.....

[wednes.livejournal.com]

Okay.

[princezna.livejournal.com]

It is hard to see who we truly are ourselves... it's like looking at a building from two feet away... you can't see much of it because you're staring too close!... but from the vantage point of a "good" therapist- they can see who you are being right now & hopefully guide you into who you want to be. (even if they aren't quite as smart as you)

Probably though your hot hot boss is just driving you mad though... (& actually there's nothing wrong with you) it is a terrible fate to love & want someone so bad and not be able to show them... I know what that's like.

Hang in there! We all get this way from time to time. You are strong though- you'll pull through. *hug* ♥

ps- I start going to my new shrink on Monday! I haven't had one in years! I had to get one in Beverly Hills... so it would be like the Prince song... And when you call up that shrink in Beverly Hills- you know the one!