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wednes ([personal profile] wednes) wrote2009-09-06 06:52 pm

Oh...right.

Why have I been thinking about having a drink all day? I don't even LIKE being drunk.

I pondered it.

Pondered.

Pondered.

I wasn't socializing, or going to the movies or a concert. I'm staying at home, playing Xbox, dicking around online, writing, playing some tunes...typical solitary weekend activities. So why did I want to drink so bad?

Ah yes...I'd forgotten.

It's my Mom's birthday.


*sigh*


That said, I've been thinking about Narcissus lately. I'm concerned that rereading my old LJ posts is going to lead to me leaping headfirst into my own literary reflection. I've only read A Stabbing for Sadie once since it came out. I've read Harry Potter 6 more often than that. But my intellectual vanity is a force to be reckoned with; and I worry that I'm getting a little too self absorbed with all my online dealings. Sometimes I'm far too pleased with my own past witticisms. I keep saying, "It's for publicity. People gotta know about my book," or that I need to "keep track of things," in case I posted something ridiculous in the middle of the night. Do you guys reread your old stuff? Am I once again worried over nothing?

And finally, Google has an Elmer Fudd language setting. It's most enjoyable and gets my recommends.

[identity profile] derekfz.livejournal.com 2009-09-07 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
oh man. yeah. i have a folder of "songs" or at least just set of "lyrics" i wrote from about the ages of 15-17. man. we won't even fucking go there. once in a while, i used to get the urge to dig that stuff up and see if any of it could be serviceably re-written, but it all seems to painfully bad beyond salvageability to me. way more embarrasing than the zines. by far.