wednes | My Plan

I meant to get up on Sunday and clean my apartment with H, take a long shower, and rearrange some videos onto my new shelf. i was going to make a big pot of soup for dinner, and watch the Sunday night cartoon shows on FOX.

I accidentally slept all day, having gotten up about 2 hours ago which is pretty sad. H was busy playing PS2 (no surprise there). I thought about chatting with Lord Andrei, but he is one of those superintelligent types. Trying to communicate with him is kind of like standing on the bottom step of a huge library looking up at all the stuff you will never have time to learn properly. you guys ever feel that way?

So i guess as long as I'm awake, I will do the LJ thing for awhile. Then I will do yet another online job search as the new listings come out on Sunday. then a shower, and a smoke before my guests arrive. I also have to figue out how to be polite to all the people who have excellent lives and still manage to complain about mundane shit. "Some stranger didn't treat me right", "I had to work 20 hours in one week", "I haven't had sex in a week".

I'd also like to figure out why if you share boyfriend problems with a male friend, why do they use that as an opportunity to get some off you. I guess real freinds don't do that, but enough of them do and it makes me question what they think a friend even is. It's not like I'm irresistably hot, I'm just really cool. But for Gosh sake, cheating is wrong.

Okay then...here I go.

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Don't feel bad about waking up late. I sleep a nice healthy 14 hours a day. And when I don't I usually wake up around 2:00 in the afternoon anyway. Having an outsider view of the male majority I think I can shed some light on the male thought process. When you go talk to a guy who's not a very good friend. For the most part that guy's thinking how they can get laid out of the situation. We have this awsome ability to converse and comprehend everything a female is saying to us, all while thinking up ridiculous and complicated strategies on how to infiltrate their intimate side. And for the most part from what I've seen, when a girl opens up to a guy about some sort of problem, the guy views it as the ultimate chance to play the score card(that's fucking lamely hilarious to me). Just keep probing into the problem until she truely believes that you care about what she's saying, then solve her problem by offering sex. I always call my friends on that when I see them setting it up. Known as "Cock blocking." Although that's not my intent, I just think they're being assholes. Oh man, I just read everthing I'd written up to this point, I sound fucking retarded. I sound like an afterschool special about how not to get raped. That's fucking great, I cease to sound retarded even when I'm kind of serious. Although I'm not saying that's what all guys are after, I'm sure a lot really do care, but yeah, some are fuckerz. Get the song "Watching You" by Elegant Machinery. It's awesome.

You censor yourself too much, and are too self-concious. Oh, and I'm trying to stop judging people unexpectedly.

I am feeling better on the whole men situation. It's just very wierd to me. Plus I forgot that the guy I was talking about reads my posts, even though he is not an LJ member. So now I have to figure out if I should tell him its not him, or just admit my own inability to deal with the situation appropriately.

For me, personal relationships are of great importance. My greatest success in life comes from having a good number of exceptional people to comrade with for all of life.

So yeah, thats all I'm saying.

Yes I agree, with the whole comrade business.

I should think so. It's the best part of life.

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