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Oh...well GOOD. Um...good then.
This post is in regard to my earlier post.
I just got an Email from my job developer. And she said that the lady who interviewed me liked me just fine, was impressed with my experience, and would likely call me back by the end of the week. I have reached the conclusion that I should consider looking into the possibility that I am perhaps a bit too sensitive about certain issues. It could probably be said that I could stand to relax a bit.
But in my own defense, I had to go off my meds this week. Well, last week actually, which means that everything is gone by now and I'm floatin' free. Just to try and explain part of the bipolar thing to those of you lucky enough not to have it. Imagine that sometimes, for no reason, and you don't really know when...you just have this overwhelming person that every third thing someone says to you is a total lie. Not only is it a complete falsehood, but it is designed to hurt you, and for no good reason. But that's crazy you think to yourself, knowing that there's a sane person in there somewhere, that s/he was just there yesterday all these people can't really be out to get me, can they? well, they probably could. The world is a terrible place. I mean, have you been reading about all the shit that goes on in the world? People lighting cats tails on fire (well, not really) and drowning their kids and shooting eachother and why are you all looking at me like that? Somebody burned down the Girl Scoutn Camp for heaven't sake!!No, I will NOT calm down. Hey, what's that needle for? I didn't do anything get away from me with that Oh, man I am SO gonna kill you when I get out of OW! Oh...you're gonna be so sorrr....
and it just goes on like that. My point is sometimes it's very difficult to tell just what the hell is going on around you. Long story short (too late) I don't know anything yet. When I do, I'll let you know. Anyway, I applied for some other gigs, and I can relive this whole experience for my therapist tomorrow. I'm sure that will be jumbo size fun.
H and I decided not to bother with Silent Hill. I'm so moody that I'll probably punch the first teenage asshole who talks during the film (and shouldn't even be there in the first place because it's rated R). Plus I don't see why we should spend the money when it won't be that good. it'ss be atmospheric and creepy and the ending will suck...plus I hear it drags. a LOT. H is out renting us some of the horror I'm behind on, and if it's good, I'm keeping it.
So yeah...how are you guys?
I just got an Email from my job developer. And she said that the lady who interviewed me liked me just fine, was impressed with my experience, and would likely call me back by the end of the week. I have reached the conclusion that I should consider looking into the possibility that I am perhaps a bit too sensitive about certain issues. It could probably be said that I could stand to relax a bit.
But in my own defense, I had to go off my meds this week. Well, last week actually, which means that everything is gone by now and I'm floatin' free. Just to try and explain part of the bipolar thing to those of you lucky enough not to have it. Imagine that sometimes, for no reason, and you don't really know when...you just have this overwhelming person that every third thing someone says to you is a total lie. Not only is it a complete falsehood, but it is designed to hurt you, and for no good reason. But that's crazy you think to yourself, knowing that there's a sane person in there somewhere, that s/he was just there yesterday all these people can't really be out to get me, can they? well, they probably could. The world is a terrible place. I mean, have you been reading about all the shit that goes on in the world? People lighting cats tails on fire (well, not really) and drowning their kids and shooting eachother and why are you all looking at me like that? Somebody burned down the Girl Scoutn Camp for heaven't sake!!No, I will NOT calm down. Hey, what's that needle for? I didn't do anything get away from me with that Oh, man I am SO gonna kill you when I get out of OW! Oh...you're gonna be so sorrr....
and it just goes on like that. My point is sometimes it's very difficult to tell just what the hell is going on around you. Long story short (too late) I don't know anything yet. When I do, I'll let you know. Anyway, I applied for some other gigs, and I can relive this whole experience for my therapist tomorrow. I'm sure that will be jumbo size fun.
H and I decided not to bother with Silent Hill. I'm so moody that I'll probably punch the first teenage asshole who talks during the film (and shouldn't even be there in the first place because it's rated R). Plus I don't see why we should spend the money when it won't be that good. it'ss be atmospheric and creepy and the ending will suck...plus I hear it drags. a LOT. H is out renting us some of the horror I'm behind on, and if it's good, I'm keeping it.
So yeah...how are you guys?
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nicevoices in my head that tell me all kinds of terrible things. It's hard telling when it's being realistic or just mean. Erg. Sounds like you've got a damn good chance there, I'm rooting for you!no subject
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wierdo...