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Job Search Schmob Schmerch
I have decided that my life must be pretty good. The worst things that have happened to me lately include the grocery store not having several items I wanted, and losing my good water bottle in a cab. Of course, it sucks that I had to go BACK to the store, because it's a pain in the ass to go on the bus. And you know, I really liked that water bottle, plus I already had ice frozen in it so it would stay cold for Group. I had to pay $1.25 for a stupid 20oz bottle of water. Ridiculous!
Comcast called me to come interview for a pretty good sounding full-time job. Good wage, nice benefits, open 24 hours so I could probably get a midnight shift after a 3 week training period. Problem? Of course. It's not on the busline. And it's 10 miles, so I can't take a regular cab because it would eat like, a third of my wages. Fie and double fie!! But I'm looking around for some creative solutions, because I really wantfree cable to get back to work. So I'm interviewing next week.
And please...everyone: stop sending me pictures of the cyclops cat!!!
And no, I'll not be taking any questions from anyone who hasn't seen it.
Google, people. Google.
And now...a meme:
Five things that made me happy this week:
1. The sun, coming out.
2. The new Doctor Who
3. Making a big batch of cookies for sharing
4. JoJo and Pentelope
5. Deciding not to quit my program
Yeah...I got really depressed when I stopped taking my meds for a few days. I thought I might quit my program and that basically everyone should shut up and go to hell. They didn't though. I'm glad I'm taking the damn pills and feeling better. But I hate that I'm the sort of person who needs pills to function in normal society.
My doc says that depression and bi-polar is actually very common. So, if it's so common, why does everyone have to take meds to deal with it? Why don't all those "normies" take meds so they can just shut up and deal with us?? Are these mood extremes really inherent to the human condition to the point where not having a diagnosis is the anomaly? I think in the whole world I know only 2 people who aren't constantly tormented by something, or have a huge chip on their shoulder, or a substance abuse dependence, or a mood disorder, or some sort of mental or emotional impairment. Of those two "normal" people, one of them is (IMHO) frustrating and freakish in his calmness and rationality. He is one of the most disturbing people I've ever met.
So the question is, when will society adapt to the needs of people as individuals, rather than forcing everyone to submit to some mold of productivity and proper socialization. When will people not be marginalized for admitting they have issues and seeking help? Why does a recovered alcoholic have a greater stigma attached than a drunk who doesn't go to meetings? But I digress. I'm back on my meds, and ready to function.
Yeah...
MindMap
Comcast called me to come interview for a pretty good sounding full-time job. Good wage, nice benefits, open 24 hours so I could probably get a midnight shift after a 3 week training period. Problem? Of course. It's not on the busline. And it's 10 miles, so I can't take a regular cab because it would eat like, a third of my wages. Fie and double fie!! But I'm looking around for some creative solutions, because I really want
And please...everyone: stop sending me pictures of the cyclops cat!!!
And no, I'll not be taking any questions from anyone who hasn't seen it.
Google, people. Google.
And now...a meme:
Five things that made me happy this week:
1. The sun, coming out.
2. The new Doctor Who
3. Making a big batch of cookies for sharing
4. JoJo and Pentelope
5. Deciding not to quit my program
Yeah...I got really depressed when I stopped taking my meds for a few days. I thought I might quit my program and that basically everyone should shut up and go to hell. They didn't though. I'm glad I'm taking the damn pills and feeling better. But I hate that I'm the sort of person who needs pills to function in normal society.
My doc says that depression and bi-polar is actually very common. So, if it's so common, why does everyone have to take meds to deal with it? Why don't all those "normies" take meds so they can just shut up and deal with us?? Are these mood extremes really inherent to the human condition to the point where not having a diagnosis is the anomaly? I think in the whole world I know only 2 people who aren't constantly tormented by something, or have a huge chip on their shoulder, or a substance abuse dependence, or a mood disorder, or some sort of mental or emotional impairment. Of those two "normal" people, one of them is (IMHO) frustrating and freakish in his calmness and rationality. He is one of the most disturbing people I've ever met.
So the question is, when will society adapt to the needs of people as individuals, rather than forcing everyone to submit to some mold of productivity and proper socialization. When will people not be marginalized for admitting they have issues and seeking help? Why does a recovered alcoholic have a greater stigma attached than a drunk who doesn't go to meetings? But I digress. I'm back on my meds, and ready to function.
Yeah...
MindMap
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But it might be because you never come to my parties.
;-}
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speaking of exaggeration...
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*mwah!*
PS, I bought a little tiny notebooky-pad business for novel inspirations. Very pocket-sized, and I'm already working on my first rewrite. I <3 you.
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I'm glad to hear you are planning a rewrite. It's not to late to join the WriYe you know. You can pick a really small word count just to stay on schedule. I've been pestering Kim to join, but I don't think she has yet.
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That icon is the most offensive thing I've seen in awhile.
Since when do you call women bitches?
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It's a parody.
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It would be better if we could find some time to get together to watch a movie or some such. You know...now that you're feeling better.
Good grief!
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My same old rant I give to everyone
Taking medicine to fight depression is not about conforming to society, nor should you feel that you need to take it to function in normal sociey. It makes you feel better. Period. You feel depressed without it. You want to quit stuff. You have fewer good days. Fuck society. If you had high blood pressure you would take medication to make you feel better. If you have corns on your feet, you put pads on them to make you feel better. It has nothing to do with society or normality. It's about feeling better, period. I don't know that many normal people (THANK GOUDA) but I know a lot of people who do thing to feel better. Becky takes bc pills to have easier periods. I make lists so that I don't feel so lost in the world. Pills, lists, corn pads, whatever, if it makes you feel better (and isn't doing long term damage to your liver) then do it.
Taking medication isn't something to be ashamed of, no matter what it's for.
This grammatically incorrect unsolicited opinion was brought to you today by Breana, maker of farts and rules for other people to live by.
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I appreciate you taking the time to say all that. It's the kind of thing we say to eachother in my Group often; and yet it still seems like I need to be reminded that a hereditary problem in brain chemistry is nothing to be ashamed of.
There's a lot that goes along with it as you may know. My mom was also bi-polar and it crippled her life and her ability to relate to people in general, and to tell right from wrong in everyday situations. It's a shame really, and I was constantly worried that I would be like her. But I'm not, so that is nice.
Stay warm and watch out for Polar Bears. If LOST is any indication, they are freaking everywhere these days.
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