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wednes ([personal profile] wednes) wrote2005-01-20 04:32 pm

Insanity: My life, My country, My own head.

Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] madush69's willingness to eat lunch and drive me around, I was able to apply for that job at the pack and ship place by where Whole Foods used to be. Apparently, there is a Trader Joe's there now. The guy didn't seem too keen on talking with me, but I'm going to call back tomorrow and follow up with him. I also went to my first therapy session at this new place. We mostly talked about confidentiality and how this place isn't going to be nearly as terrible as i thought. Just a lot of crap to deal with and a lot of hoops to jump thru. My therapist is the lady who runs the program aparently and she seems pretty on the level. I do have to start going to the meetings with addicts once a week. I don't really know how I'm going to swing that transportation-wise. I certainly don't want to be taking the bus to these crappy meetings and back home, but maybe there'll be chicks there I can bum rides from. Anyway, I can go back on the 10th of Feb to talk about meds. They say I don't have to take any meds I don't want to, and that there policy precludes them from giving me anything physically addictive. So at least I won't be trading in my weed habit for some kind of addictive pill habit.

As for the other sadness in the world, I am wearing black today out of sadness and protest. For those who havent' heard yet, Bush said (among other things): "All who live in tyranny and hopelessness can know: The United States will not ignore your oppression or excuse your oppressors. When you stand for your liberty, we will stand with you." I find that rather odd, since I live in the United States. Someone should tell that W that I don't have a job or any income at all and it's making me feel very oppressed. Please also tell him that his drug policies are oppressive and ineffective. I dont' think he fully understands the irony of what he actually said. Plus, I hate him and all he stands for. And the fact that he goes on and on about liberty and freedom while supporting the biggest rollback in civil rights we've ever expereinced is just appalling and awful. And of course, government and religion don't go together...I just can't say that often enough.

On to more pleasant topics, LOST was great last night. I was so satisfied with the story between Michael and Walt. How sad though...and I'm really nervous about this whole dynamic with Locke and Boone. I was just saying last night, it's gonna be fucking Lord of the Flies 'round ther come sweeps! Lord of the Flies with fucking Polar Bears, I mean. Although, it is possible that we only think they are polar bears because they are white. Perhaps this adorable Michigan black bear pic will shed some light on that issue. Black bears are my favorite of all bears, and are the only bears that you might actually survive a close encounter with in the wild. Neat, eh?

[identity profile] elbom.livejournal.com 2005-01-20 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Read between the lines: The tyrannical oppressor = the doctor. The oppressed = the poor woman forced to undergo abortion. Liberty = the right to choose right.

[identity profile] sudrin.livejournal.com 2005-01-20 10:08 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm glad that didn't happen to me. If some woman had come along and told me that I should just let my son be adopted because was it really for me of for him that I was holding on, especially after he seemed to have a genuine love of the Kid, I would have /LOST/ my mind.

[identity profile] wednes.livejournal.com 2005-01-21 01:03 am (UTC)(link)
Plus the way Michael took the heat for that other dude...Brian or whatever. I mean, he made it out like it was his doing just so Walt wouldn't feel unloved. That's just so sad...

But I'm glad he took the dudes dog...because fuck that dude.

I really like the pic

[identity profile] urbanlawn.livejournal.com 2005-01-20 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
good luck with everything Weds.

Re: I really like the pic

[identity profile] wednes.livejournal.com 2005-01-21 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
Hey, thanks.

I just realized, I haven't seen you in forever. You need to come by some Saturday when I'm having guests. We have such fun, you know.

Re: I really like the pic

[identity profile] urbanlawn.livejournal.com 2005-01-21 08:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks,

Let me know when a fun Saturday is approaching and I'll see if I can participate in the good times.:)

Have a great Friday.

[identity profile] raggedrose.livejournal.com 2005-01-21 05:33 pm (UTC)(link)
What, you expected him to actually say something he meant? Window dressing for his cheering section, that's all it was. Listening to the speech torn apart on NPR was far more entertaining.

I'm with ya. The drug policy project is one of the few people who get a yearly membership from me because they actually are trying to get the damned laws changed.