wednes | (no subject)

I haven't been posting because I still don't have anything to say. Everything I see just makes me feel angry and frustrated; and I just want to yell at everyone all the time. I'm tired of hearing people bitch when they aren't doing anything to help themselves. I'm tired of people complaining about how much the government sucks. We all know it sucks. They are cheats and liars and they don't care about us...any of us. Why do people still find this so surprising? I feel like everyone's happiness is just being thrown in my face, when my life is going shitty and I feel fucking trapped here.

I had to spend $60 on new clothes so I could look slightly more spiffy to go to the stupid temp agency and get a stupid temp job. I'm so looking forward to being treated like an idiot in a whole new place. On the other hand, I've applied for 6 new jobs yesterday, and 3 today. Some of them would suck, while others would suck slightly less and pay me enough to have a life and some nice things. I'm tired of not having nice things. Although, my collection of gnetly used and bargain DVD's is mighty mighty!

Nice to know Quizilla is still missing the mark: Fire.

Fire. You deal with your depression using fire...
Another method of self mutilation, often times
easilly explained by drunken stupidity (I was
just trying to make a happy face on my arm..)
The pain's just exhilerating, isn't it?

How do you deal with your depression?
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Oh, and I've decided that everyone should bring me some chocolate.
So you'll want to get on that right away...

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Yeah things suck now. I'm on your boat.

I don't mean to throw happy, I'm just trying to be optimistic.
I love you wednes, I'm sorry you feel trapped.
You do have nice things...lots of them. I envy your dvd collection...but those weren't the things I was talking about;)
Furthermore you have a charm unlike any other. And I can't appreciate your sincerity and straight forwardness enough. That's what sets aquatances apart from the awsome relationship we have. Your wit could help you escape from a mythological creature any day! You know more about more topics than I've ever taken the time to fathom. But one of the things you know is people. You can know a person by their vibe...and you'd know 'em better than I could with many pointless conversations (except for the bad adam...)
some say be a duck (quack)...let it roll off you like water
toaist say be like water: fluid, but carving the lands
I say there's nothing like a good ass kicking to show you what you're capable of.
And you ma'am can certainly kick some ass.
(kiss)
(quack)

Damn Kassy, thanks.

There seems to be a theme lately of people wanting other people to stop bitching and start doing. :)
Good Luck with the temping. I usually did okay, especially if I landed in with any city jobs. They usually need you for a while.
I must say, you've been handling unemployment a lot better than other people I've known.
It'll get better. It has to. :)

Thanks!

It's to bad monster doesnt have openings for kick ass people who love movies, and pot....

Hey, I'm not happy either! We can all be sad together, yay!

Misery loves company and all that I suppose...yet i find that sulking alone is just as comfy.

Well, if it helps any, I just want to say how much I genuinely enjoyed spending time with you. It was nice to so quickly reconnect with someone I hadn't seen in such a very long time. I'd be happy to do anything I can to cheer you up, and if that means buying chocolate for you, I'm more than happy to make that sacrifice. ;-)

Thanks man, I appreciate that.

Oh, and i was going to send you a big thing about sleep apnea, but I've decided that you shoudl just buy this book:

http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/B00012NDJC/qid=1102604256/sr=8-1/ref=sr_8__i1_xglna/103-4173566-6313469?v=glance&s=hpc&n=507846

It's the new edition. i have the last ed, and I love it!!!