Holy Poop on a Stick!

[wednes]

Man, therapy today was a mind-fucker in every possible sense. It went well though, we just convered a bunch of ground and i had a-- what do you call those? Like a breakthru or soemthing. (Mad props to madush69 for giving me a lift in the rain). It turns out that my crappy childhood is largely responsible for my pattern of self-destructive behavior.
I know, I know...Duh. But it makes a lot more sense when you apply that knowlege to real life situations, and even more sense when the "real life" in question is mine. I am not so frekaed out about my meds anymore, and am generally not so freaked out about anything.

Newsflash: if you aren't constantly doing things you shouldn't be, you don't have to all the time worry about when the hammer will come down. Goddamn hammer!

In other news, I'm going to try my hand at selling ad space at Madstone. So if you feel like advirtising something, just tell your old buddy Wednes, she'll make it right. Then soon, we'll have our digital projector and I can start looking for low budget midnight movies for us to show. That will be totally exciting, and will help me meet lots more cool movie folks.

I don't want to say this prematurely but: Take THAT Guernica! Everything's coming up Wednes!

Comments

[mastershot.livejournal.com]

It's good to hear that you're feeling better. I've also heard that St. Johns Wart is a good herbal way to regain balance when you're feeling down. I've taken some myself in the past and it does seem to work, but since it's herbal it's soft transition, so sometimes it's hard to tell if it's working right away. Although it could also just be a placebo... but then again, if that works, then I guess no one would know the difference.

Also, *raises hand in air* I have a low budget (but high quality!) movie to show! Me! Me! Actually I've got three projects I'm working on, but the one you hear me talk about most on my journal is The Messenger, so that one's coming out first.

[wednes.livejournal.com]

We are supposed to get a digital projector sometimes next year (2004). Once that happens, we will be working on having local indies for weekend midnight showings.

Keep me posted on your film(s)!

[madush69.livejournal.com]

Not a problem driving you to your appt. How much is ad space? I really want to convince the station to do a trade or something.

[wednes.livejournal.com]

It ranges from $12.50-$15.00 per screen per week, which is really not that much considering how many people it will reach. I need to find out if the client gets to choose which movies.

[reinventedmuse.livejournal.com]

hi i found your journal through the interest "heavenly creatures" and you just seem like a really cool person with a funny webpage so im adding you :)

[wednes.livejournal.com]

Hey, right on!

I'll add you back, you obviously have excellent taste.

[ex-secretliv31.livejournal.com]

Congratulations on your breakthrough! Those things feel good, don't they?

[wednes.livejournal.com]

Yeah, right now my back doesn't hurt for the first time in i don't know how long. It's like i let go of half the stress in my body.