So...

[wednes]

I told my work I'm not going in all weekend. Truthfully though, I'm going to try and go in on Sautrday if I'm feeling better. I can't be missing tons of work, as I only working 4 days a week as it is.

I'm just really afraid to go in and fuck something up. I don't want to go off on some idiot ticket-buyer or worse yet, not be able to handle the next stupid thing the promotions chick says to me. She's always saying stupid shit to me. I hate her so much *shakes fist in air*!

Plus I have no idea what people at work think is going on. I've really only told them bits and peices, so there's no telling what kinds of wierd rumors are circulating. At the same time, no one has called me to see how I am. My co-workers used to come over and party after work, then they all just stopped for some reason. It was kind of sad.

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there, there...

[chipichipi.livejournal.com]

hey.

i hope you're feeling better/decent. i don't have words of wisdom, but i know how helpless it can all feel sometimes... hang on.

don't worry about work. the only words flying around about you are words of concern. i've been saying you're sick, but some of the kids read your lj. they're pretty chill about it and have only asked if i know anything else. i just say you need some "personal time".

once this late show malarky stops i'd love to come over on saturday again. for now... i just cant stay up that late.

again, feel better and call up here sometime to give us/me an update.

Re: there, there...

[wednes.livejournal.com]

Thanks, man. I am okay. Seeing the doc again on Monday to try yet another pill that will make me feel slightly better or much, much worse. Hard to say which. He is thinking now that I should just go back to what i was on before, at a really high dosage. I don't really want to but I too am running out of ideas.

You can tell people that its okay to call me or whatever. I won't freak out on them, I was just sort of bummed that no one called me at all.