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Procrastinatrix:
Let's see, I watched Sopranos, made a new icon, checked out Rob Zombies new site (including the fly-ass trailer for Devil's Rejects), ordered some dinner and hung out with Steve.
Oh, and this...
I know I really need to get back to writing, but I just don't feel like it.
We'll see how it goes after I smoke some of my magical, wonderful "medicine" to send a sort of smoke signal to the muses...
And now, for a moment of self doubt:
I don't have any fucking talent. Why do I DO this to myself? Why is my need for validation so overpowering that I consistently set myself up for failure. What's wrong with me? When will I learn that life is just one crashing defeat after another until you just wish Flanders was dead??? How can I possibly finish this behemoth without becoming utterly consumed by the hatred it embodies? Wait a minute--this novel isn't stronger than me...than I? me, I...anyway, is it? I think I can probably finish it if I stop beating myself up and get back to work. Who you tryin' to get crazy with Ese? Don't you know I'm loco???
Also, I thought of a fun thing to do, it's called the LJ Troll Meme:
Just go to 5 random journals and post "Shut Up" to whatever thier most recent post is, without reading it.
Then just see what happens. (I bet you'll get flamed.)
If you get more than 5 responses, You Win!
Then comment with a link to the post where you explain how they fell right into your trap!
Bwah ahahahahahahahahaaa!!!
Oh, and this...
I know I really need to get back to writing, but I just don't feel like it.
We'll see how it goes after I smoke some of my magical, wonderful "medicine" to send a sort of smoke signal to the muses...
And now, for a moment of self doubt:
I don't have any fucking talent. Why do I DO this to myself? Why is my need for validation so overpowering that I consistently set myself up for failure. What's wrong with me? When will I learn that life is just one crashing defeat after another until you just wish Flanders was dead??? How can I possibly finish this behemoth without becoming utterly consumed by the hatred it embodies? Wait a minute--this novel isn't stronger than me...than I? me, I...anyway, is it? I think I can probably finish it if I stop beating myself up and get back to work. Who you tryin' to get crazy with Ese? Don't you know I'm loco???
Also, I thought of a fun thing to do, it's called the LJ Troll Meme:
Just go to 5 random journals and post "Shut Up" to whatever thier most recent post is, without reading it.
Then just see what happens. (I bet you'll get flamed.)
If you get more than 5 responses, You Win!
Then comment with a link to the post where you explain how they fell right into your trap!
Bwah ahahahahahahahahaaa!!!