Not Party Not Hardy

[wednes]

I think I want to be left alone this weekend.

I don't think I want anyone helping themselves to my food, weed, and glasses. I don't want anyone trying to tell me what TV/movies to watch, or what I could do to improve the food I serve.

I don't want to find glasses, cigarrette butts, overflowing ashtrays, empty lighters, and other miscellaneous crap all over my house for days after people leave.

Yes, I'm feeling a bit moody, because I'm starting to feel like everyone I encounter wants or expects soemthing from me. I think I need a little break from it. At least until I can see my therapist again this week. Hopefully that will help.

Found out also that it will be several weeks before I can see the regular doc.
Stupid county insurance!

Comments

[ex-jenniepan481.livejournal.com]

What you need is someone to throw a party for you at THEIR house so you can have all the party fun for once and not have to clean up like everyone's Mom later. The I bet you would feel more appreciated if whom ever threw the part realized how much work actually goes into it. I feel like this quite often...can ya tell? :)

[wednes.livejournal.com]

Indeed.

and thanks!

[quixoticdancer.livejournal.com]

Don't know if you need/want to hear from me on this, being as I'm very new to the crew...but, anyway, first I want to say that this sounds very understandable and reasonable to me. Second, I don't know if you feel bad at all for speaking up, but you shouldn't. In any situation, I'd always rather know when people have a problem with something than find out they were suffering and simmering in silence (otherwise known as Jewish Mother Syndrome, something I have some experience with). :)
Hope to still see you on Saturday. Take care of yourself. You rock.

[ex-jenniepan481.livejournal.com]

your welcome!

[nate101000.livejournal.com]

I would invite your crowd over here. But we are a bit far away to host.

[wednes.livejournal.com]

If I can snag a ride, I imagien I'll pop by Tophers party. I certainly dont' want my mood to have a negative affect on his B-day.

[wednes.livejournal.com]

You don't want these drunkards in your place...

[nate101000.livejournal.com]

I might seriously consider being drunk off limits over here. I myself almost never drink. And expecting that others remain sober wouldn't be such a bad idea. I would suggest it.

[wednes.livejournal.com]

I am slowly weeding out (pun-ha) the bad drunks.

As you know, bad Adam can't drink at my place, Kari is banned, and Dan Russel has totally gotten his shit together.

[nate101000.livejournal.com]

Well that's good. Kari was VERY annoying. Glad to see Adam and Dan getting things together.

[shakeshookshock.livejournal.com]

I for one appreciate all your hospitality and as soon as I have my own place will throw a party for you, complete with someone else's glasses for you to break.

<3

[wednes.livejournal.com]

Sweeeeet!

[slapnticklejr.livejournal.com]

I'm moving in with my sister this month and I would love to have all over...I think you and my sister would get along pretty well, although there is a possibility that you will but heads a lil', because you are very much alike. The only catch with having people over to my place when I move in, is that there can't be any drinkies or smokies, because I'm on probation and I can't risk it. I LOVE YOU and I don't expect anything from you except for you to be bad-ass all the time. I was a late bloomer with the Saturday night stuff and I don't come over just to spend more time with my sweety either...you rock my world in many, many ways.

[wednes.livejournal.com]

What a cool bunch of things to say!

I'm also glad that you've been joining us, its the company that makes it such a good time.

I think I'll feel better after i take a week off.

[madush69.livejournal.com]

We're gonna have a big bash for JOE'S BIRTHDAY. All our Madstone friends are his friends. He's one of the gang...that, and other little kids just aren't nearly as cool as Joe!!

[derekfz.livejournal.com]

I'm starting to feel like everyone I encounter wants or expects soemthing from me.

Wednes, honeybunny, all I ask is your friendship :)

...and that's a SHOOT, brutha!

[wednes.livejournal.com]

I forget, when is that?

[wednes.livejournal.com]

That's good to know.

Thanks, sweetie!